Feelin rather shit lately. with empty bottles surrounding my bed to supprt my statement.
i dont know what came over me, but i have just been so depressed lately. i just want all of it to end. im cutting tonight. im sorry if your reading this. its nothing you should waste your time on. im just ventting to an abyss.
tomorrow i will get my act together and get back on track. i just havent been in any sort of well state of mind.
it would be so much easier to end it all. the thought taps on my shoulder every five minutes it seems like, but in all honesty, i want to be skinny before i die. thats all thats holding me back. i really havent anything else to live for, the only people who would actually miss me is my bro, real mom and real dad. but people get over those sort of things with time right?
idk, fml. look at me in all my self pity. im so worthless.
♥Food Is Filthy♥
2 comments:
don't cut..:( tomorrow will be a new day. do something that'll make you smile and get some rest. it'll at least be a little better in the morning. i promise.
xo.
OMG I feel the exact way sometimes! I wanna die, but I can't cuz I wanna e skinny...
It sucks, though. I hate it.
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