repeat,repeat,etc.

ugh.. the fourth made my dreams crash. and burn. i neglected visiting blogspot because of my emberassment of digesting. the only thing i hate more than my weight is going back on my word.
why is it i promise myself one thing and completely ignore it? it almost seems as if i were to never promise myself a thing, i could actually follow through with what i intend to.

in this case, i do not promise to starve or even eat beneath a thousand calories today ;} if you catch my drift.

i seem to be nocturnal, which sucks but gives me time to think my life strategies over. maybe,, i just cannot get real sleep unless i visit blogger. i suppose it has become one of my addictions. im sorry bout the music, at the time it seeemed appropriate. but, if it isnt appropriate just let me know an i will take it off. i dont want it to keep anyone from visiting. thank all of you once again for visiting, and giving me tips and advice. it helps a bunch. and too all i follow, keep up the posts, i love reading you all. you are my inspiration, one day i hope to be like yall.

speaking of you guys helping me lol, anybody know how to effectively use lax's? i got some heavy duty stuff from my mom, who had it perscribed by a phisician. she's starting to understand my goal it seems.. which is great, but i dont know if i only think she knows what ima use it for. also, what is the abc diet i hear so much about? sounds very interesting. please inform me if ya have info.:)

thinspo below. props to whomever can name what these beautiful bodies have in common. and no cheating ;D











much love, and wish me luck
mdzq