If tomorrow never came, wouldnt that just be perfect? I would be torn in two. One half of me would be so entirely grateful that I neednt worry bout weight ever again. All troubles vanished. That day would be the most memorable, the happiest day ever experienced. The other half in all its angst would point out all goals i had failed to achieve. the bucket list not nearly complete, expecially that most important of them all. Fortunately i am guaranteed a tomorrow. whether it be pounds more than today or pant sizes smaller than yesterday. All i know for sure is that i must live everyday as it were my last. i need to embrace the now for an existing tomorrow. now is everything i hate, all the things i ever wanted out of my grasp. with enough todays i do believe it possible to change what tomorrow could be. hell if i am persistent, if i am strict and disciplined enough, i could change who i am today. today i want to me thin. tomorrow i want to be thin. skinny is not a gift, not for me. skinny doesnt come naturally, or by default from some wonderful genes passed down from ancestors. one thing skinny is not, is an illusion. it is a reality. it is a lifestyle. it is what i will become.
failure i can overcome, i feel it in my bones. i just need to drive myself harder than ever before. no quitting. no giving in this time. i have veered from the path recently, as i often do. but no more. not if i want tomorrow to be beautiful. mistakes exist for me to learn from, and to try my hardest to never repeat.
if i can do this, i know damn well you can too. i am the largest person on the blogosphere right now. even so, i look up to y'all. i have everything to lose. but, you all, atleast compared to me, have nothing to lose. you have already gained what is unfathomable for me. look at it like that, and achieve your goal today, or tomorrow ;} just as long we dont go back on our word.
♥
MaDZaQ
10 comments:
One word: Beautiful.
Wow! This is so true and motivating to read.
i'm glad i read this, i feel alot better now
I just found your blog, and I love this post :) It's a lot of pressur,e though, isn't it? Knowing you have to change or you're wasting the only thing you've got?
Nevermind, I think you have the more positive attitude.
Looking forward to following you :)
-Lina
You sound very motivated, and that's a good thing. It takes motivation to reach your goals, and i know you'll do just that. Stay strong, darling.
Forgive me, I'm just being cautious.
It's just, as you said, neither of us know each other. So I guess I'm just a bit confused as to why you asked me to text you..?
madzaq! Where are you dude? Are you good? Hoping so! Just popping by to wonder whats up. =]
Hope you're well, though.
where did you go? i miss you.
xoxo
zette
hey this is my new blog
Just stumbled across your blog, trying to find some new friends to support/get support from. I followed you, I hope that is OK! You sound very motivated, and in a very realistic way. You can do it!
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