Today marks the day ive gotten back on track. 24 hours w/o food. this is success. yet, i cant believe after i had my first meal, fathers day, it took me this long to start this damn diet again. i was soo good, i wasnt even hungry. thank goodness i over came and prevailed. hopefully there are plenty of more days without food to come. im tired of eating, im tired of regurgetating. im tired of being obese. im ready to lose. im ready for perfection, no matter how many days it may take..on the downside, i have to go through the horrid first week spell again. definately not looking forward to the feeling of weakness, dizzy spells, stomach pains, and the constant reminder i dont need to eat anymore.
honestly, how many advertisements does the average person see of food per day.. its sickening. and they blame us for our weight problem. sure theres a difference between those who induldge, and those who do something about it, yet, why make it that much harder on us?
thank all of you who have given me strength, tips, and even those who just read. thanks for following me on this journey to perfection. it helps more than you know.
well, off now to some thinspo to help me remember what im aiming for.
love you kids
MAD ZAQ
ps. lupe, this is for you<3
1 comment:
Food advertisements are indeed the most annoying thing ever! They're always there, trying to get us to make ourselves fat. It just makes me think that the entire planet is out to make me fat. Ugh!
Stay strong, i know you can!
Also, it might be easier for you, rather than going completely without eating, to just cut back pretty insanely on the amount of calories you eat. Start off with 1,000 then go down to 800 then 600, etc. It should be easier for you that way.
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